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Transitioning

So in the last 7 days I have officially resigned from my position at Lost Mountain Baptist Church to start as the Student Pastor at Crossview Community Church in Rockmart, GA. Needless to say it is a very exciting, stressful time for me and my wife.

Even as I’m typing this entry I am at my office at Lost Mountain working on what will most likely be my last video for this church. There’s a whole long list of things I have to train other people how to do before I leave so there won’t be “holes” left when I’m not here. It sounds a little arrogant to say, but I’m amazed at all the things I’ve been doing both in and out of the realm of the student ministry. I guess it just goes to show my inability to say “no”.

The church we’re moving to is a great place! It’s unlike anything I’ve ever been a part of before. It’s the kind of place I hear about other people being involved in and think to myself, “Man! I wish I could do something like that!” Well, we are.

This will be the first time Crossview has had a Youth Pastor in their short, two year existence. There’s no precedent, no traditions, no “old guard”. It’s brand new, starting from scratch youth ministry. I’m so terrified of messing it up it hurts my brain to think about it. But from what every person I respect in Youth ministry tells me, if you think you’re prepared to do it, you’re wrong and won’t rely on God.

So, here’s the start of the next great adventure…God, if You don’t come through, we’re going to flop! It’s a good place to be!

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Best Week Ever!


So this past week (March 31-April 5) had to be one of the best weeks of my life. Here’s the rundown…

  • Didn’t have to pay for ANY lunch Monday-Friday (I like to eat out, but HATE to pay for it)
  • Finally got away from home/work and visited friends and family in Albany & Dothan
  • Received countless birthday cards/presents that I didn’t expect
  • Was GIVEN a truck by the world’s greatest brother and sister-in-law (see pic)!
  • Got a GPS for my truck from the world’s greatest wife
  • While in Albany I ran into a student that remembered me from the first Sunday School class I taught 7 years ago!
  • 5 birthday cakes, 1 birthday lunch, and 3 birthday dinners (including a steak)

The bottom line is, God is good and when I have the worst week ever, He’ll still be good.

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A Well-intentioned Traitor, Just Like Me

I just finished the book “Jesus: A Novel” by Paul Wangerin. It is, you guessed it, the Gospels in the form of a novel. Since it is a work of fiction, some things were added to the story to deepen the character development, but all in good taste.

My favorite character in the book turned out to be Judas Iscariot. Weird, right? The author puts a great spin on his character, making him a young idealist that longed to see Israel restored to its former glory. Throughout the book we see Judas as a man drawn to power and the idea of change. He is always well-intentioned. So through the whole book I’m waiting for some moment or encounter to “turn him to the dark side”. There’s a few times Jesus rebukes him for one reason or another, but the problem is Judas thinks too much and thinks this peace loving, peace making Jesus is just a front. By the time their final Passover comes, Judas is anxious to see Jesus’ power unleashed on the Jewish leadership. When Jesus clears the temple, Judas is ecstatic!

But then Jesus starts talking about how he’s going to die at their hands and the hands of the Romans. This doesn’t make sense to Judas. So he takes matters into his own hands. His thinking was that if Jesus was put in a “fight or die” situation, his Master would certainly fight, wouldn’t He?

How many times have we thought, “God, if only you would just come down and destroy our enemies…then EVERYONE would know you are God and believe in You.” But God never does.

I find a lot of myself in this Judas. Wishing that God would just swoop down with an army of angels and overthrow all the injustice in the world. Wishing that sin wouldn’t go unpunished any longer. But the truth is, if sin was always met with justice…there would be no one left. I would be disqualified.

As hard as it was for the disciples at the time, Christ HAD to die! There was no other way. It didn’t matter how much they wanted to stay with Him, where He was going, they could not follow. I found myself reading this story, hoping that there would be a surprise twist at the end and Jesus wouldn’t die. I was right…and wrong.

There was a twist. It turns out that the Man claiming to be the Son of the Living God was telling the truth all along. Who would’ve thought…God in the form of man…dying. The problem with Him dying is that He IS life, so death can’t keep its grip on Him. He defeated death and is now sitting at the right hand of the Father, living, breathing, blinking; His blood still flowing through His veins and arteries. I can’t explain it, I just know it’s true because His Spirit still lives in me…a well-intentioned traitor.

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Practicing Christianity

It’s strange to me how the mistakes of history seem to be repeated but somehow the good things seem to get lost. About 2 years ago I was introduced to the idea of contemplation. Since then I’ve done a lot of reading about ancient Christian spiritual practices. For someone like me who likes history and philosophy, it’s been a nice adventure to learn how 2nd and 3rd generation Christians “practiced” their faith.

The practice (or “discipline” as it’s sometimes called) that I would like to write about today is called “Lecto Divina”. Literally translated, it means “divine reading”. Now, before I go on, I understand that this may be old news to you and you may already be using this practice in your own spiritual journey. If so, great! If you were like me two years ago, this may seem strange, almost “new agey”…Just keep reading.

I would say a lot of Christians (myself included) approach scripture much like a textbook, to be studied. We hear all the time in church how “so-and-so will be leading next week’s Bible study…”. There’s nothing wrong about this approach, and it is our obligation to know what the Word of God says; but often we miss the richness and depth of scripture with this approach. “Lectio” helps us approach the Word of God with an expectation of seeking God’s heart in the text. What is God trying to reveal to me about Himself through this passage? I personally enjoy it because it puts quality over quantity. I can read a short passage of scripture and meditate on it for a long time and feel a greater connection to Christ than reading an entire chapter or book in one sitting and missing God’s heart altogether.

I won’t belittle your ability to do a Google search by going into a long explanation of what lecto divina is all about. This will be more a practical “how-to”, but please keep in mind this is not THE only way. If you would like a more detailed explanation, click here.

First, find a place where you can be still and quiet.

Then, choose a passage of scripture to use as a guide for this time. Psalms work well, but any passage is fine for this practice.

Once you find your passage, stop. Be still. Be quiet. I like to be totally silent as much as possible during the entire practice. The only words that need to be spoken out loud are the words of the scripture. Breathe. Notice your breathing. As you breathe deeply, ask God to speak to you. Don’t rush.

When you feel ready, read the passage slowly, out loud. As you read listen for a word or phrase that speaks to your soul. Don’t force it, just allow it to come.

After you have read through the passage, be still. Think about the words. Breathe.

Read the passage again out loud. Again, listen for a word or phrase that seems to stand out to you. Then be quiet and still.

Read the passage a final time out loud. Then be quiet and let the word or phrase roll around in your head. Meditate on it. Pray it back to God. Ask Him what He is trying to tell you. Don’t force it, let it come.

After you’ve prayed, just rest. Don’t let distractions derail you, it’s ok to be distracted. Give those distractions to God. Think about why you are thinking the thoughts in your head and how they might be connected to the passage earlier.

I hope this practice might help you experience God in a fresh, inspiring way. I would be honored to hear how it goes for you in the comments.

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