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The All-American Gods Part 2

I’ll admit, this post was hard to do without some serious self-evaluation.

Let me make sure I’m clear on what I’m talking about.  There’s a difference between contentment and comfort.  While sitting in jail, Paul said he as content, but he NEVER said anything about being comfortable.  I’ve been wrestling with this post ever since the last one because I knew I’d already put it out there and now I HAD to do the part 2.

The best way I know how to describe the way God couldn’t care less about our comfort is through the very words of Christ.

“Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.”" (Mathew 16:24)

Ouch!  I’ve read that verse countless times, and every time it never gets any easier.

I’ve fallen in love with the Gospels all over again.  Our pastor is doing a series through the book of Mark, our staff is walking through John, and I’ve been teaching out of Luke 15.  It’s just been a lot of learning and teaching through Jesus’ teachings and words.  The more I read them and understand that when Jesus said the things He said, they were EXTREMELY offensive and completely UNCOMFORTABLE.  Uncomfortable to the religious people, but to the lost and far from God, His words brought hope, mercy, and ultimately forgiveness.

So my prayer is that I’ll stop playing things safe and seeking the easy way that is the most comfortable.  I hope you do the same.

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Before the Blog

So today I went through a TON of old email, sorting out the junk and organizing what was left. I tend to be a bit of a digital packrat.

One good thing that came out of this was an old email I haven’t read in years from “In the Den“.

Here it is, years before the blog started:

I am frustrated, as of late, that people–good, godly people–are not advising on the foundation of a very basic spiritual truth. God has a will, and we can know it. And we should know it. And when we don’t know it, we should ask. And when we don’t see it, we should seek. And when we don’t understand it, we should knock. We should not step back to do what is comfortable, what is safe, and what makes sense hoping that one day we will be brave enough to agree with God. We should not be content to rest in the reliable relief of ignorance. On the contrary, we should ask of our heavenly Father who gives to all without finding fault.

It’s a timeless piece of exhortation that still pricks me and my fear. I hope the original author didn’t mind me posting this. I didn’t bother asking. OOPS!

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A Well-intentioned Traitor, Just Like Me

I just finished the book “Jesus: A Novel” by Paul Wangerin. It is, you guessed it, the Gospels in the form of a novel. Since it is a work of fiction, some things were added to the story to deepen the character development, but all in good taste.

My favorite character in the book turned out to be Judas Iscariot. Weird, right? The author puts a great spin on his character, making him a young idealist that longed to see Israel restored to its former glory. Throughout the book we see Judas as a man drawn to power and the idea of change. He is always well-intentioned. So through the whole book I’m waiting for some moment or encounter to “turn him to the dark side”. There’s a few times Jesus rebukes him for one reason or another, but the problem is Judas thinks too much and thinks this peace loving, peace making Jesus is just a front. By the time their final Passover comes, Judas is anxious to see Jesus’ power unleashed on the Jewish leadership. When Jesus clears the temple, Judas is ecstatic!

But then Jesus starts talking about how he’s going to die at their hands and the hands of the Romans. This doesn’t make sense to Judas. So he takes matters into his own hands. His thinking was that if Jesus was put in a “fight or die” situation, his Master would certainly fight, wouldn’t He?

How many times have we thought, “God, if only you would just come down and destroy our enemies…then EVERYONE would know you are God and believe in You.” But God never does.

I find a lot of myself in this Judas. Wishing that God would just swoop down with an army of angels and overthrow all the injustice in the world. Wishing that sin wouldn’t go unpunished any longer. But the truth is, if sin was always met with justice…there would be no one left. I would be disqualified.

As hard as it was for the disciples at the time, Christ HAD to die! There was no other way. It didn’t matter how much they wanted to stay with Him, where He was going, they could not follow. I found myself reading this story, hoping that there would be a surprise twist at the end and Jesus wouldn’t die. I was right…and wrong.

There was a twist. It turns out that the Man claiming to be the Son of the Living God was telling the truth all along. Who would’ve thought…God in the form of man…dying. The problem with Him dying is that He IS life, so death can’t keep its grip on Him. He defeated death and is now sitting at the right hand of the Father, living, breathing, blinking; His blood still flowing through His veins and arteries. I can’t explain it, I just know it’s true because His Spirit still lives in me…a well-intentioned traitor.

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Practicing Christianity

It’s strange to me how the mistakes of history seem to be repeated but somehow the good things seem to get lost. About 2 years ago I was introduced to the idea of contemplation. Since then I’ve done a lot of reading about ancient Christian spiritual practices. For someone like me who likes history and philosophy, it’s been a nice adventure to learn how 2nd and 3rd generation Christians “practiced” their faith.

The practice (or “discipline” as it’s sometimes called) that I would like to write about today is called “Lecto Divina”. Literally translated, it means “divine reading”. Now, before I go on, I understand that this may be old news to you and you may already be using this practice in your own spiritual journey. If so, great! If you were like me two years ago, this may seem strange, almost “new agey”…Just keep reading.

I would say a lot of Christians (myself included) approach scripture much like a textbook, to be studied. We hear all the time in church how “so-and-so will be leading next week’s Bible study…”. There’s nothing wrong about this approach, and it is our obligation to know what the Word of God says; but often we miss the richness and depth of scripture with this approach. “Lectio” helps us approach the Word of God with an expectation of seeking God’s heart in the text. What is God trying to reveal to me about Himself through this passage? I personally enjoy it because it puts quality over quantity. I can read a short passage of scripture and meditate on it for a long time and feel a greater connection to Christ than reading an entire chapter or book in one sitting and missing God’s heart altogether.

I won’t belittle your ability to do a Google search by going into a long explanation of what lecto divina is all about. This will be more a practical “how-to”, but please keep in mind this is not THE only way. If you would like a more detailed explanation, click here.

First, find a place where you can be still and quiet.

Then, choose a passage of scripture to use as a guide for this time. Psalms work well, but any passage is fine for this practice.

Once you find your passage, stop. Be still. Be quiet. I like to be totally silent as much as possible during the entire practice. The only words that need to be spoken out loud are the words of the scripture. Breathe. Notice your breathing. As you breathe deeply, ask God to speak to you. Don’t rush.

When you feel ready, read the passage slowly, out loud. As you read listen for a word or phrase that speaks to your soul. Don’t force it, just allow it to come.

After you have read through the passage, be still. Think about the words. Breathe.

Read the passage again out loud. Again, listen for a word or phrase that seems to stand out to you. Then be quiet and still.

Read the passage a final time out loud. Then be quiet and let the word or phrase roll around in your head. Meditate on it. Pray it back to God. Ask Him what He is trying to tell you. Don’t force it, let it come.

After you’ve prayed, just rest. Don’t let distractions derail you, it’s ok to be distracted. Give those distractions to God. Think about why you are thinking the thoughts in your head and how they might be connected to the passage earlier.

I hope this practice might help you experience God in a fresh, inspiring way. I would be honored to hear how it goes for you in the comments.

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